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Saturday, September 20, 2008
satisfied. :]
it's card's day today! wahahahaha! I'm satisfied with my grades... except for one.. MATH! that subject was so panira in my card... all are line of 9, tapos siya, 88! amp.hahahaha! oh well, i think I'm still in the 3rd honor. better luck next trimester..:D:D:D
Joyce's corner: it's Catherine sardona's birthday today! labsyooo girl! :D
Thursday, September 18, 2008
please hear what i'm NOT saying.
Maybe this is just normal….
This line keeps bugging my mind: “please hear what I’m not saying.” I don’t know why… maybe because I feel like I’m not being heard… (malamang)… but argh.. Maybe this is the effect if you don’t have any siblings or parents beside you, when you’re just alone and making yourself go crazy because you’re just talking to yourself. hahaha! I don’t want to elaborate this more; I just need someone to talk to. Dati, for me, it’s easy to open up on people but now, I find it hard… siguro naa- afraid na ako. Kasi when I feel like opening up, I have this hesitations that “baka hindi lang sila makinig” or “sino ba ako para pag-aksayahan nila ng panahon”. Now, I’m trying to be just the "listener" and not the "talker"…I don’t know how long I could keep this up… and I’m afraid that one day, bigla akong sumabog… boom! But sana it wouldn’t happen… I’m trying to open up to my mom but it’s hard, she’s so far away. I want to open up to pat, my twin or any of my friends, but un nga.. Kung kay BFF, ganun din. Hahahaha! I don’t want to say bahala na again, but I think I should ulit. I’ll just ask help kay Jesus… :)
This line keeps bugging my mind: “please hear what I’m not saying.” I don’t know why… maybe because I feel like I’m not being heard… (malamang)… but argh.. Maybe this is the effect if you don’t have any siblings or parents beside you, when you’re just alone and making yourself go crazy because you’re just talking to yourself. hahaha! I don’t want to elaborate this more; I just need someone to talk to. Dati, for me, it’s easy to open up on people but now, I find it hard… siguro naa- afraid na ako. Kasi when I feel like opening up, I have this hesitations that “baka hindi lang sila makinig” or “sino ba ako para pag-aksayahan nila ng panahon”. Now, I’m trying to be just the "listener" and not the "talker"…I don’t know how long I could keep this up… and I’m afraid that one day, bigla akong sumabog… boom! But sana it wouldn’t happen… I’m trying to open up to my mom but it’s hard, she’s so far away. I want to open up to pat, my twin or any of my friends, but un nga.. Kung kay BFF, ganun din. Hahahaha! I don’t want to say bahala na again, but I think I should ulit. I’ll just ask help kay Jesus… :)
my friday! :]
my day was okay today, not to happy not to sad... just so-so... :]
we had a free time in our 3 subjects: eco, filipino, and physics because we did our science jingle... hmmmm.. there was an exciting moment awhile ago,but it's too confidential to tell, for 10-C only.. hahahaha! (i was so kilig when that happened! :D:D)
i thought we'll have a conflict in our jingle,akala ko away-away na because some of my classmates can't get along..so buti na lang, we fixed it agad. :] i'm happy on our presentation,hahahaha, maybe it's because of the dancers... and the song too. i've got very talented classmates.:]
and we also had our CAT, it's the same... nothing special happened...hahahaha, except for our laugh trip. :] and we stayed for the jingle again, after that we went to mcdo (as usual! :P) and we ordered burgers, fries and float..then when we are just about to leave, tandadadan!!!! we saw ARGEE!!! since its his birthday on sunday, we planned to let him libre us.. wahahahaha! and he did! yei! nyahaha! oh well,THANK YOU ARGEE! :D
we had a free time in our 3 subjects: eco, filipino, and physics because we did our science jingle... hmmmm.. there was an exciting moment awhile ago,but it's too confidential to tell, for 10-C only.. hahahaha! (i was so kilig when that happened! :D:D)
i thought we'll have a conflict in our jingle,akala ko away-away na because some of my classmates can't get along..so buti na lang, we fixed it agad. :] i'm happy on our presentation,hahahaha, maybe it's because of the dancers... and the song too. i've got very talented classmates.:]
and we also had our CAT, it's the same... nothing special happened...hahahaha, except for our laugh trip. :] and we stayed for the jingle again, after that we went to mcdo (as usual! :P) and we ordered burgers, fries and float..then when we are just about to leave, tandadadan!!!! we saw ARGEE!!! since its his birthday on sunday, we planned to let him libre us.. wahahahaha! and he did! yei! nyahaha! oh well,THANK YOU ARGEE! :D
BANANA! :D
weeeee, during our PE time, i said to Tina and Kevin ponciano that i have this white "thing" in my nail... in my belief, if someone has like that, that person lacks protein but Tina and Kevin's belief is that there's someone who has a crush on you if you had that "thing"...hahahaha, then Kevin said that when he was 4 years old and had that "thing", his friends back then has also that "thing", his friends say that there's someone who has a crush on them while Kevin here said that he lacks protein and he should eat BANANA! bwahahahahahahahahahahaha! then Tina said "potassium kaya yon!" then we laughed hard. hindi na kami nakikinig kay sir. hahahahaha!
ayun, happy. :]
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
another "whoa!" day! :D
first of all,, I'm crying while I'm doing this blog..hahaha, I've read the comment of pat for me in the"stupid me" blog entry..and i was like...woah! grabe, nakaka- ano... i can't explain... tears of joy.hahahaha,thank you pat! i labsyoooo too! :D
and lastly,during our taekwondo training, i was so scared because we did a "study sparring" with the night high school, and for me,it's not a study sparring..hahaha, that's real already! i can't kick because nervous-ity "dominated" my whole body and soul! hahahaha! i dunno why,I'm not like that naman during competition... oh well, better luck next time.I'm exempted already... I'm officially a varsity player! yei, but i hope my friends will be too so that we're magkasama pa rin! :D
and that's how my day ended.:D
Joyce's corner: me and Pablo are officially BFF na din!
12, 2008!
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and lastly,during our taekwondo training, i was so scared because we did a "study sparring" with the night high school, and for me,it's not a study sparring..hahaha, that's real already! i can't kick because nervous-ity "dominated" my whole body and soul! hahahaha! i dunno why,I'm not like that naman during competition... oh well, better luck next time.I'm exempted already... I'm officially a varsity player! yei, but i hope my friends will be too so that we're magkasama pa rin! :D
and that's how my day ended.:D
Joyce's corner: me and Pablo are officially BFF na din!
12, 2008! :]
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
“Whoa!” day. :D
Yesterday evening I cried because I’m so stressed. Hahaha, I don’t wanna be stressed talaga! I’m worrying about our music presentation, but luckily we’ve come up of a good and a bit embarrassing plan. And tadah! Our presentation was fine! Hahahaha! I’m so happy! But before that, lunch time…. I cried again! My gawd! It’s because of our TLE cooking ek-ek naman. I was worried because we don’t have any plans like who will bring this and that! And I ate late because I made the props of the brotherhood for their music presentation, but its okay. It’s nice to help people. While I was crying, my friends came to me and said that they’ll help me, and I am sooooooooooooooooooooo TOUCHED! Now I know who my real friends are… awwww.:] thank you guys! And my twin talked to me, she said that I shouldn’t be too kind to people who do wrong, mag pakita naman daw ako ng inis or galit minsan pag kinakailangan. That’s true naman e… But I don’t know how to be mad… I just don’t know how… I feel like if I’m mad, there’ll be so many people who will be mad at me too. Hay… I’m so abnormal. hahaha, but everything of that sadness vanished when my classmates especially the brotherhood presented their song, it was so hilarious, I laughed so hard! Hahahahaha! Then when it was our computer time (last subject), I was placed on the boys area because Keza is noisy in his place so miss Zapanta place him on my place and vice versa. But it’s okay, it’s fun there. There’s Leo, BFF, Kae, Darren, and all the guys who are fun to be with… hahaha, I’m just a bit uncomfortable because I’m the only girl, but okay lang, I’m used it na. :]
And that was my very exciting day…hahaha! All are mixed up, sadness, joy, realizations and reflections… hahahaha!
Ps: we had our class mass, and I was the reader for the responsorial psalm. Hahahaha, and father talked to me about my last name. wala lang! :D
And that was my very exciting day…hahaha! All are mixed up, sadness, joy, realizations and reflections… hahahaha!
Ps: we had our class mass, and I was the reader for the responsorial psalm. Hahahaha, and father talked to me about my last name. wala lang! :D
Monday, September 15, 2008
stupid me! :[
argggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO PISSED! i have this feeling again that I'm so stupid! like I'm the stupid of all the stupidsss!! i feel kase na I don't know things...specially in school, but it's not,but i feel that it is! argh! what's wrong with me! minamaliit ko ng sobra sobra ung sarili ko! haaay! : it's like I'm not good at something because my friends has their different skills and potentials, but me.....loser!waaaaaa! nakakainis! : so dumb! :((
Joyce's corner: music project or recital! argh! still nothing to present! :
Joyce's corner: music project or recital! argh! still nothing to present! :
